my new look

after my grooming class, i come home looking like this. i wont say i look ugly its just im not quite use to this kind of look.totally different. just looking ...mature, yea thats he word. mature. especially my eyes,look! i have to have eye shadow that is SO visible.if my teacher cant see any then there is no make up well that is what she is gonna think. so from tomorrow onwards i have to put on make up which is SO visible that everyone would know that i am using make up. gosh! applying on make up is a hard work. sigh... anyway the curl i have is not a permanent curl cos the guy from the saloon say if i do curl my hair then later my hair will definitely terbakar so to prevent it to happen nothing has been done to my hair except tong it every morning.stupid! its a hard work you know getting up in the morning just to do my hair n make up. so not fun!
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F-R-I-E-N-D-S

enlighthen me on what the word friend really mean.i look up in the dictionary and this is the the definition.it is brief but clear enough to understand.

friend:
A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.
Friend A member of the Society of Friends; a Quaker.

my definition of friends would be a person whom one knows, likes and trusts.
i was going through my fs and i saw a friend of mine post something on the buletin. she posted 8 post on the same thing, same content.by doing so she must really want this person to read.anyway, i open it n see whats the content.its more on friendship and how the other person wants to end it and stuff like that. lol! i cant help not being perasan la,but it sounds like its refering to me la hahaha..anyway who knows who is it for but the words inside mostly i dont agree.the word friends itself has a wide range of definition.
its written in her post that a friend will not mind if ur friends talk bad behind your back..hmm...this i memang kenot agree...there are limits that what a friend can do n not do. even friendship has its own taboo.so this shows a clear picture that in anything u do, u must not cross the line.
to me friends is someone whom i can trust,be there when i need a shoulder to cry on, give me advice when my brain is not functioning, tell me that what im doing is actually wrong when it is actually wrong and not someone whom talks behind my back and then when i find out, you tell me that you're just worried and that is why you talk behind my back.adding words is SO not caring,in case ure not aware of it.so to me it sounds more like bullshit to me than you really care...the list of what friends are to me can go on and on but then again if you're a true friend then you are, why should i even bother to i list it down...

life in the academy

these are my text books. i guess i can say that i am lucky enuff because there are not as thick as the book before claims one of the ex-crew of MAS and now she is in the same class as me, same batch. this will be the first time i thank god that i am not the youngest in class.hahaha! wont want to...it'll be so akward. but i can proudly say i am one of the youngest *laugh proudly*

today was a hard day for me because i have to wake up at about 5 ish just to prepare myself and to study.going up to the academy took me at least 1 hr. that's not only it. i have to sit for my aviatory therminology(i think that is how its spelled la but if its not who cares rite?)

back to the topic

but thank god i pass my exam and i cant wait for tmrw cos it'll be my 1st grooming class and i bet it'll be FUN! woo hoo!

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*un-related matter*

msg to my friends: owh my god! i really couldnt believe this guy. kch may not be that big but then it is not that small either. how can we blog out the same group of people?! hahahaha!him messaging me is already hillarious to me and now that he message sam too? LOL damn!it is a small world la. goodness me...owh!! i miss you guys la.especially the gossiping. i bet if i was back home, damn this would be the hottest thing to talk about! ont you guys agree? hahahahaha! damn i couldnt stop laffing now.. shit! later sure will get stomach ache for laughing so hard...neway remember to NOT stop think of me k? hahaha see u guys soonhugs,take care *muah*

note: you guys realise its been awhle that i did not post pictures of myself and me camwhoring kan?miss doing that with you guys la. *hmmp!*

what?

just awhile ago i go online and when i opened my friendster inbox i saw this msg sent by this guy called ronald whom i thought at first ronald from our college but then when i viewed who is it from it doest look like anybody i know. so i thought he sent wrong msg to the wrong person den when i look carefully, den only i remember tht this is the guy whom i think is annoying during the rainforest.
aha! now i remember....
so this is his msg...

[next time,don say ppl's bad word in ur blog...kch is not a big place...plz kindly delete wat u posted,i don want any misunderstanding to happen wif me n my gf...n don be "perasn"...]

LOL! after knowing who this person is, i kept laffing. i really think that it is hilarious because i did not think that anyone aside from my friends to visit my blog and read it.lol especially coming from ppl whom i DO NOT know at all...i told phyl bout this just now and she thinks its funny too.
owh god...haha

anyway i replied him this...i cant really remember exactly what i wrote but then i thinks something like this.

no 1. it is my blog and i am just stating the facts about what i feel.where as i DO NOT know who you are and i do not have any reasons to talk bad about you.

no 2. as you can see on my blog's header it is my diary where i express myself.

no 3. i know kch is a small place.rmbr i was raised in kch.

no 4. between you n ur girlfriend has really got nothing to do with me because i DO NOT know you.

no 5. i dont think by expressing what i feel and think is wrong so if you wanna think that im a perasan person then there is nothing i can do.

owh my gosh! this really is funny la..
i mean common on...it is my blog and he indeed was annoying that night.i wasnt the only one who agrees with this anyway...

*anyway, moving on...*

just now when i chat with phyl, i told her about this which made me laff and she told me smth that really knocks me out. its so damn funny that i cant seem to stop laffing and now my tummy hurts...all phyl's fault la.
the other day when she told me that they are having a gathering thingy for desmond i asked her to help me to say goodbye and take care.i mean that is the least i can do since he did teach me a lil about criminal law.
so on that night she talks to him......[hmmf! i better let her tell it in her blog that's if she wants to...afterall it is what happen to her n not me ba =p]

anyway if desmond is reading this, what i said was take care and goodbye but then goodluck also can la since she say i say.LOL!

happy birthday Phyll

Happy birthday phylI donno how’s your birthday celebration on Sunday but im sure that you have a great time. Hopefully you like the tank top I bought you. Too bad I cant be there to share the celebration but I’ll try to go back if I can but definitely not anytime soon…
Anyway happy birthday phyl may all your dreams come true. God bless and take care.
Hugs
Theresa

btw phyl dont like cute pics but i think she look cute...thx to fabian the pic turns out cutely. it was directed by fabian.phyl, if u dont like the pic,blame fabian..lol!miss you guys,take care...