exam!

everyweek we will have to sit for exam and this exam is really giving me alot of tension. i cant stand it la. dahlah we are not allowed to resit the exam for more than 3 times.goodness me, when i was having my exam during my college days also not that hard.since i'll have to sit for my exam tomorrow and i dont think my head can accept anymore i decide to blog instead but then i'll have to continue again. having exam is not so bad but its the time that is killing me. i dont have enough time to store all that is needed into my head.soon i'll have to memorize 6 pages of wordings and i have to remember all of the words that is content in the paper. *sigh* 'tension giler ni' phrases that is used everyday by my collegeu.seriously i think i m having this tension. guys pray for me. hopefully i can do it.

yes!

i got my ID already.thank god for that.im SO excited that i can go home. i just finish my exam and i'll finish my class at 3 and mayb i'll catch 5pm flight.see you guys...

say again.

hmmm...i baru habis post just now and i check my chat space and surprisingly i have a msg from kpc which to me would mean kepochi.this name really suit u la dear whoever you are.i cant reply tru the chat space, i also donno why but nvm la i post a post just for you =D
1st of all i have to thank you for dropping by my page cos obviously you read my post.
2. u sound like you know me so i guess i can somehow assume who you are.
3.if you think i am a 2 face then who are you?an angel from heaven where you think you're the nicest of all or the devil biatch from hell?well obviously ure not the angel but who cares. if you think that i am a 2 face then obviously you have stepped on my tail and i am just trying to be nice to you in order to be a good christian. so i am not proclaiming that i am the nicest person but i am trying so help me god. in this blog you think i am being nice because i am 2 face then you are wrong cos my blog is for my frens and whoever that wanna read is always welcome.and besides, i really do care for these frens of mine =p

kch...

hey this weekend i'll be back in kch. so hopefully you guys wont terkejut when i call u guys up for laksa heheh. vero paiseh ha, you're coming here and i go back to kch..i plan to go back kuching this raya but im afraid that its fully book and i wont be able to go home so its better i go home this week since i have the time.hopefully raya im lucky enough to get a place and go back to kch.so see you guys soon...

new look again!

i know i blog about my new look before but the curls that i have is not permanent and it is really hard if every morning i have to tong it so i have decided to go for a different look hehe. i know i've said that i will not cut my hair short but now i decide to be more adventarous.i decide to cut my hair china doll hehe. this coming sunday i'll be meeting up with ai sim and that will be the time i'll have my hair cut so wait up and see my real new hair.

and just now i just came back from time square. i actually met up with emmy but i will post it as my next post as i have not much time now. will need my sleep cos tomorrow i have to attend class. so see you guys soon.cant wait to see my new hair ;D

not feeling well...

this morning i was crying when i had to force myself to the academy. i was sick and i cant have a day off. this is due to lack of sleep and eating the wrong thing at the wrong time. i had food poisoning and damn! it hurt so bad. i guess crying was the only way of letting the pain out. but thank goodness i took some medicine and it helped. by the time i reach the academy the pain wasnt so bad and i can tahan already. i really have learned my lesson that is never to simply take food from the canteen. not that i wanna be biased or what but then when it comes to the 'malay' who operates the canteen you'll defintely problems like this.i mean not all but then majority this happen.anyway, when i reached to the academy i look so pale. not putting on make up and my hair is not properly comb. goodness me...the minute i reached the academy i rushed to the toilet to get my make up and hair done. and after that i look good as usual haha i mean no matter how pale i look, make up do wonderous you know...

my new look

after my grooming class, i come home looking like this. i wont say i look ugly its just im not quite use to this kind of look.totally different. just looking ...mature, yea thats he word. mature. especially my eyes,look! i have to have eye shadow that is SO visible.if my teacher cant see any then there is no make up well that is what she is gonna think. so from tomorrow onwards i have to put on make up which is SO visible that everyone would know that i am using make up. gosh! applying on make up is a hard work. sigh... anyway the curl i have is not a permanent curl cos the guy from the saloon say if i do curl my hair then later my hair will definitely terbakar so to prevent it to happen nothing has been done to my hair except tong it every morning.stupid! its a hard work you know getting up in the morning just to do my hair n make up. so not fun!
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F-R-I-E-N-D-S

enlighthen me on what the word friend really mean.i look up in the dictionary and this is the the definition.it is brief but clear enough to understand.

friend:
A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.
Friend A member of the Society of Friends; a Quaker.

my definition of friends would be a person whom one knows, likes and trusts.
i was going through my fs and i saw a friend of mine post something on the buletin. she posted 8 post on the same thing, same content.by doing so she must really want this person to read.anyway, i open it n see whats the content.its more on friendship and how the other person wants to end it and stuff like that. lol! i cant help not being perasan la,but it sounds like its refering to me la hahaha..anyway who knows who is it for but the words inside mostly i dont agree.the word friends itself has a wide range of definition.
its written in her post that a friend will not mind if ur friends talk bad behind your back..hmm...this i memang kenot agree...there are limits that what a friend can do n not do. even friendship has its own taboo.so this shows a clear picture that in anything u do, u must not cross the line.
to me friends is someone whom i can trust,be there when i need a shoulder to cry on, give me advice when my brain is not functioning, tell me that what im doing is actually wrong when it is actually wrong and not someone whom talks behind my back and then when i find out, you tell me that you're just worried and that is why you talk behind my back.adding words is SO not caring,in case ure not aware of it.so to me it sounds more like bullshit to me than you really care...the list of what friends are to me can go on and on but then again if you're a true friend then you are, why should i even bother to i list it down...