its been awhile...

it has been awhile that ive not update my blog. going through what i've wrote back then really makes me think that goodness me i've really grown.

just awhile ago i read what i wrote before which is my previous post. goodness me those post that i posted really made me smile. i smiled not because it was funny or anything but it brought back memories. i didnt realise that i have changed so much.before i got this job i thought that i was strong as a person who makes good decision and most of all i thought i was really matured but only now that i realise that it is not true. the pictures that was taken few months back says it all. i look so young and naive. goodness me, and i always thought that i was mature. well i guess there is alot that i have to find out about myself.

i wont say that i have fully grown but i kinda enjoy being a 22 year old, or sometimes i even act like as if i am still in my teens. but of cos when i put on my uniform i do not act such ways.putting on my uniform somehows allow me to wear a mask which is totally not me, or i guess it just comes with the job =)

it was just the other that a collegue of mine telling me that i can never date an older guy cos i am being so immature. that line made me smile. im not ashame to be one cos i feel that if it makes me happy, why not? it doesnt bring any harm so i guess its ok for me to continue doing so =p but to be honest it just comes naturally. i guess i'll just let myself grown slowly as time passes by. there's always time for everything