it's been awhile since the last time i updated my blog. it's because i do not have the time and my schedule was really crazy but lately it seems like i have all the time in the world. i don't have so much flights as before which leaves me more time for 'me' =D so from now on, i'll be updating my blog more often.
being back in kuching is great. i forgot hows it feel to justchill at home. i dont have much things to do but just being home is just wonderful...
anyway yesterday a group of friends of mine and i woke up at 4smth in the morning just to go down to the beach and have some photo shoot. it was a mixture of fun, excitement and also it is tiring. thanks to phil's cousin shen han and his friend who is most willing to be there to take pictures of us before phil leaves...thank you =) apparently i met shen han a few years back when i followed a friend to a church camp and after a few years i met him again and he is phil's cousin, how ironic. well he is a professional photographer and i just cant wait to see the pictures that we took. when phil send me the pics then only i'll upload it in here..
i never know that doing this will be this tiring...what an experience.k im going to bed now..
it has been awhile that ive not update my blog. going through what i've wrote back then really makes me think that goodness me i've really grown.
just awhile ago i read what i wrote before which is my previous post. goodness me those post that i posted really made me smile. i smiled not because it was funny or anything but it brought back memories. i didnt realise that i have changed so much.before i got this job i thought that i was strong as a person who makes good decision and most of all i thought i was really matured but only now that i realise that it is not true. the pictures that was taken few months back says it all. i look so young and naive. goodness me, and i always thought that i was mature. well i guess there is alot that i have to find out about myself.
i wont say that i have fully grown but i kinda enjoy being a 22 year old, or sometimes i even act like as if i am still in my teens. but of cos when i put on my uniform i do not act such ways.putting on my uniform somehows allow me to wear a mask which is totally not me, or i guess it just comes with the job =)
it was just the other that a collegue of mine telling me that i can never date an older guy cos i am being so immature. that line made me smile. im not ashame to be one cos i feel that if it makes me happy, why not? it doesnt bring any harm so i guess its ok for me to continue doing so =p but to be honest it just comes naturally. i guess i'll just let myself grown slowly as time passes by. there's always time for everything
its just to let u guys know this sunday i'll start fly to jb and denpasar and i'll be flying to kch this monday.hehe miss home la but i will only be there on duty =D i wont be going back to kch for the pot luck.so u guys enjoy.take care and god bless.hugs
im done with all my exams n left less then 2 weeks of trainning.now that i got my uniform and my flying pass im an official F.A now LOL! am so glad that its over.i'll be flying end of this month.so excited all those sleepless nite are over! hope to make it for the pot luck tho but i dare not say if i can make it or not cos scared later my flying falls on the same day as our pot luck.so i'll just keep my fingers cross so i can make it =D
selamat hari raya to those who are celebrating.im not sure if i can go back due to the over book air ticket.so have fun and enjoy ur festive season.
everyweek we will have to sit for exam and this exam is really giving me alot of tension. i cant stand it la. dahlah we are not allowed to resit the exam for more than 3 times.goodness me, when i was having my exam during my college days also not that hard.since i'll have to sit for my exam tomorrow and i dont think my head can accept anymore i decide to blog instead but then i'll have to continue again. having exam is not so bad but its the time that is killing me. i dont have enough time to store all that is needed into my head.soon i'll have to memorize 6 pages of wordings and i have to remember all of the words that is content in the paper. *sigh* 'tension giler ni' phrases that is used everyday by my collegeu.seriously i think i m having this tension. guys pray for me. hopefully i can do it.
i got my ID already.thank god for that.im SO excited that i can go home. i just finish my exam and i'll finish my class at 3 and mayb i'll catch 5pm flight.see you guys...
hmmm...i baru habis post just now and i check my chat space and surprisingly i have a msg from kpc which to me would mean kepochi.this name really suit u la dear whoever you are.i cant reply tru the chat space, i also donno why but nvm la i post a post just for you =D
1st of all i have to thank you for dropping by my page cos obviously you read my post.
2. u sound like you know me so i guess i can somehow assume who you are.
3.if you think i am a 2 face then who are you?an angel from heaven where you think you're the nicest of all or the devil biatch from hell?well obviously ure not the angel but who cares. if you think that i am a 2 face then obviously you have stepped on my tail and i am just trying to be nice to you in order to be a good christian. so i am not proclaiming that i am the nicest person but i am trying so help me god. in this blog you think i am being nice because i am 2 face then you are wrong cos my blog is for my frens and whoever that wanna read is always welcome.and besides, i really do care for these frens of mine =p
hey this weekend i'll be back in kch. so hopefully you guys wont terkejut when i call u guys up for laksa heheh. vero paiseh ha, you're coming here and i go back to kch..i plan to go back kuching this raya but im afraid that its fully book and i wont be able to go home so its better i go home this week since i have the time.hopefully raya im lucky enough to get a place and go back to kch.so see you guys soon...
i know i blog about my new look before but the curls that i have is not permanent and it is really hard if every morning i have to tong it so i have decided to go for a different look hehe. i know i've said that i will not cut my hair short but now i decide to be more adventarous.i decide to cut my hair china doll hehe. this coming sunday i'll be meeting up with ai sim and that will be the time i'll have my hair cut so wait up and see my real new hair.
and just now i just came back from time square. i actually met up with emmy but i will post it as my next post as i have not much time now. will need my sleep cos tomorrow i have to attend class. so see you guys soon.cant wait to see my new hair ;D
this morning i was crying when i had to force myself to the academy. i was sick and i cant have a day off. this is due to lack of sleep and eating the wrong thing at the wrong time. i had food poisoning and damn! it hurt so bad. i guess crying was the only way of letting the pain out. but thank goodness i took some medicine and it helped. by the time i reach the academy the pain wasnt so bad and i can tahan already. i really have learned my lesson that is never to simply take food from the canteen. not that i wanna be biased or what but then when it comes to the 'malay' who operates the canteen you'll defintely problems like this.i mean not all but then majority this happen.anyway, when i reached to the academy i look so pale. not putting on make up and my hair is not properly comb. goodness me...the minute i reached the academy i rushed to the toilet to get my make up and hair done. and after that i look good as usual haha i mean no matter how pale i look, make up do wonderous you know...
after my grooming class, i come home looking like this. i wont say i look ugly its just im not quite use to this kind of look.totally different. just looking ...mature, yea thats he word. mature. especially my eyes,look! i have to have eye shadow that is SO visible.if my teacher cant see any then there is no make up well that is what she is gonna think. so from tomorrow onwards i have to put on make up which is SO visible that everyone would know that i am using make up. gosh! applying on make up is a hard work. sigh... anyway the curl i have is not a permanent curl cos the guy from the saloon say if i do curl my hair then later my hair will definitely terbakar so to prevent it to happen nothing has been done to my hair except tong it every morning.stupid! its a hard work you know getting up in the morning just to do my hair n make up. so not fun!
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enlighthen me on what the word friend really mean.i look up in the dictionary and this is the the definition.it is brief but clear enough to understand.
friend:
A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.
Friend A member of the Society of Friends; a Quaker.
my definition of friends would be a person whom one knows, likes and trusts.
i was going through my fs and i saw a friend of mine post something on the buletin. she posted 8 post on the same thing, same content.by doing so she must really want this person to read.anyway, i open it n see whats the content.its more on friendship and how the other person wants to end it and stuff like that. lol! i cant help not being perasan la,but it sounds like its refering to me la hahaha..anyway who knows who is it for but the words inside mostly i dont agree.the word friends itself has a wide range of definition.
its written in her post that a friend will not mind if ur friends talk bad behind your back..hmm...this i memang kenot agree...there are limits that what a friend can do n not do. even friendship has its own taboo.so this shows a clear picture that in anything u do, u must not cross the line.
to me friends is someone whom i can trust,be there when i need a shoulder to cry on, give me advice when my brain is not functioning, tell me that what im doing is actually wrong when it is actually wrong and not someone whom talks behind my back and then when i find out, you tell me that you're just worried and that is why you talk behind my back.adding words is SO not caring,in case ure not aware of it.so to me it sounds more like bullshit to me than you really care...the list of what friends are to me can go on and on but then again if you're a true friend then you are, why should i even bother to i list it down...
these are my text books. i guess i can say that i am lucky enuff because there are not as thick as the book before claims one of the ex-crew of MAS and now she is in the same class as me, same batch. this will be the first time i thank god that i am not the youngest in class.hahaha! wont want to...it'll be so akward. but i can proudly say i am one of the youngest *laugh proudly*
today was a hard day for me because i have to wake up at about 5 ish just to prepare myself and to study.going up to the academy took me at least 1 hr. that's not only it. i have to sit for my aviatory therminology(i think that is how its spelled la but if its not who cares rite?)
back to the topic
but thank god i pass my exam and i cant wait for tmrw cos it'll be my 1st grooming class and i bet it'll be FUN! woo hoo!
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msg to my friends: owh my god! i really couldnt believe this guy. kch may not be that big but then it is not that small either. how can we blog out the same group of people?! hahahaha!him messaging me is already hillarious to me and now that he message sam too? LOL damn!it is a small world la. goodness me...owh!! i miss you guys la.especially the gossiping. i bet if i was back home, damn this would be the hottest thing to talk about! ont you guys agree? hahahahaha! damn i couldnt stop laffing now.. shit! later sure will get stomach ache for laughing so hard...neway remember to NOT stop think of me k? hahaha see u guys soonhugs,take care *muah*
note: you guys realise its been awhle that i did not post pictures of myself and me camwhoring kan?miss doing that with you guys la. *hmmp!*
owh did i mention that i was having my briefing last friday and i know i am gonna work with stewards n mostly they look good.so anyway after my briefing i get my body measured for my uniform and i went to the office to get it done cos our office get the tailor to be there to measure it for us. and so as i was waiting i saw lots of pilot and i happen to spot a few of HOT pilots and they are YOUNG. ahahahah.gosh talking bout it already makes me all excited LOL! anyway i wonder if they are available...
hehehe im not so hiaw la, just cuci mata while waiting. actually i was surprise to see pilots who are young and good looking. i guess i wasnt expecting. i've always thought that pilots are those who are really senior than us and got lots of experience...so i guess working at this kind environment isnt that bad.i get to see lots of hot guys =p
just awhile ago i go online and when i opened my friendster inbox i saw this msg sent by this guy called ronald whom i thought at first ronald from our college but then when i viewed who is it from it doest look like anybody i know. so i thought he sent wrong msg to the wrong person den when i look carefully, den only i remember tht this is the guy whom i think is annoying during the rainforest.
aha! now i remember....
so this is his msg...
[next time,don say ppl's bad word in ur blog...kch is not a big place...plz kindly delete wat u posted,i don want any misunderstanding to happen wif me n my gf...n don be "perasn"...]
LOL! after knowing who this person is, i kept laffing. i really think that it is hilarious because i did not think that anyone aside from my friends to visit my blog and read it.lol especially coming from ppl whom i DO NOT know at all...i told phyl bout this just now and she thinks its funny too.
owh god...haha
anyway i replied him this...i cant really remember exactly what i wrote but then i thinks something like this.
no 1. it is my blog and i am just stating the facts about what i feel.where as i DO NOT know who you are and i do not have any reasons to talk bad about you.
no 2. as you can see on my blog's header it is my diary where i express myself.
no 3. i know kch is a small place.rmbr i was raised in kch.
no 4. between you n ur girlfriend has really got nothing to do with me because i DO NOT know you.
no 5. i dont think by expressing what i feel and think is wrong so if you wanna think that im a perasan person then there is nothing i can do.
owh my gosh! this really is funny la..
i mean common on...it is my blog and he indeed was annoying that night.i wasnt the only one who agrees with this anyway...
*anyway, moving on...*
just now when i chat with phyl, i told her about this which made me laff and she told me smth that really knocks me out. its so damn funny that i cant seem to stop laffing and now my tummy hurts...all phyl's fault la.
the other day when she told me that they are having a gathering thingy for desmond i asked her to help me to say goodbye and take care.i mean that is the least i can do since he did teach me a lil about criminal law.
so on that night she talks to him......[hmmf! i better let her tell it in her blog that's if she wants to...afterall it is what happen to her n not me ba =p]
anyway if desmond is reading this, what i said was take care and goodbye but then goodluck also can la since she say i say.LOL!
This Friday is my briefing. I got my offer letter already and I can’t wait to start my training. It’ll be totally different from what I’ve ever done so it will be an experience of a lifetime. Some of my friends just couldn’t believe when I told them that I got the job as a flight attendant. I mean I can’t believe too but hey it’s true. Guess im the very few lucky people who got through.
People who are close to me back in kch definitely know the story but for those who are away and are not in kch not to worry, read my blog and you know what I’ve gone through hehehe
I had to go through 2 interviews
The 1st interview was rather easy I think. There were a lot of people trying to get the job and all of them look good. When I 1st got there I can feel that I was only 1 inch compared with them. They all looked so so so much bigger. I remember they were 400-500 people.
The 1st thing we all had to do is get our height measured and our weight taken. And if our height or weight doesn’t fit the requirement then we are asked to leave.
For Air Asia the height requirement is 157cm but for MAS it is 152cm. I was quite shock because apparently Air Asia is much more strict than MAS.
So after getting pass this they’ll check our cert. we must have at least SPM and with at least credit for BM and English. So for those who didn’t get this will be asked to leave. So sad cos I saw a few who were asked to leave.
Anyway after we got pass through this we have to line up and get our number and then do a cat walk in front of the panel. That’s when they see if we have scares, nice fingers and nice features. So if the judges don’t like you then they will ask you to leave.
So I got through all these…
Finally the last test is interview one on one…
They will ask you questions and you must answer immediately and if you do not respond fast then I guess they will not pick you. i heard from a girl whom I know that day, she told me how she answered and after awhile I heard one of the Air Asia interviewer called her number and told her that she did not got through. She looks disappointed. Poor her.
Anyway I got through and those who got through will have to attend the 2nd interview.
I was lucky got through the 1st interview and I was asked to attend the 2nd interview. The 2nd interview took place inside the academy and there were only 70 people chosen for the interview.
There were 3 tasks where we are asked to do.
We are given 3 minutes to get to know our partner and then introduce our partner in front of the 70+ people together with the 4 judges.
If there is any case when the customers on the flight is not happy what would you do? Would you act or sing or etc. so it is up t us to sing in front or act or play games.
It is a serious one to one interview with the 4 judges. They’ll ask question and we have to answer immediately.
So after going through all these, after 2 days I was called and they told me that got the job. Woo hoo!!! So for those of you who wants to try, you can learn from my experience =D
cant wait for my training to start.
Happy birthday phyl
I donno how’s your birthday celebration on Sunday but im sure that you have a great time. Hopefully you like the tank top I bought you. Too bad I cant be there to share the celebration but I’ll try to go back if I can but definitely not anytime soon…
Anyway happy birthday phyl may all your dreams come true. God bless and take care.
Hugs
Theresa
btw phyl dont like cute pics but i think she look cute...thx to fabian the pic turns out cutely. it was directed by fabian.phyl, if u dont like the pic,blame fabian..lol!miss you guys,take care...
When you're troubled and worried
and sick at heart
And your plans are upset
and your world falls apart,
Remember God's ready
and waiting to share
The burden you find much too
heavy to bear
So with faith let go and let God
lead the way
Into a brighter and less troubled day.
i was reading shell's blog and i copy n paste.
when i was reading this i remembered the times where i have full of worries and all plans just didnt turn out the way i want it and whats worse friends around me whom i care and loved so much betrayed me when i asked her to keep my trouble a secret.like any epic story best friends betray by telling people bout the lil secret and also added some spice to it.obviously this happened to me.she didnt think what she have done is wrong so argueing wasnt worth my time so i just apologize.
only god knows what really happened and that was good enuff.so i let god lead the way and he showed me friends whom i've know for a very short time proved to be the friends who are worth everytime to spend on...these friends who i know only few years back proved that they are worthy to be really called 'friends'. although we dont meet each other all the time but our hearts remain close.
this is is just one of the great blessing that god has given me and i believe greater things have yet to come and its only for me to have faith in HIM.
i'll just let god lead the way and trust me god really did lead me the way and now i find myself hanging out with the best people around and things happen around me are just so amazing that words cannot even describe how wonderful it has been...
I rush all the way from kch to kl just to be in time for my medical check up which is required by my company. I went for my medical check up and the first thing I had to do is fill in the form and then pee in this small container. So malu you know cos morning I didn’t have breakfast and I have to pee. Well u’ll wondering what does it got to do with me not having breakfast. well not only that I didn’t eat I also didn’t drink anything. So obviously my pee will not look like clear water. See the picture now? hehehe So after peeing I try not to let anyone see what colour is it although I don’t think anyone would be that kepo to look at the colour of my pee pee but then still I feel malu..
Okay moving on…
After that I waited for awhile till they call me name. So I got into the room and it was time for blood test. They wanna take blood from my body and dahlah im really afraid of needles so I told the doctor this
Theresa: oh my god! Ure gonna use that needle to pock into my skin ka?
Doctor: ya, just relax it wont hurt.
Theresa: ha?! How to relax when I know that ure gonna stick a needle into my skin.god! im really scared of needle and when I see needle I’ll just faint.
Doctor: really?! [ doctor looked at me with a shocking face]
Theresa: owh, no, no, no. when I said I’ll faint when I see the needle, its just an expression.hehehe
The doctor looked relieved when I said that. Guess I scare the hell out of him.LOL!
So u thought that taking my blood was easy rite? But no, its wrong. The doctor pock the needle to my wrist and he cant seem to find my vain and he moved around, I can even feel it moving, so mengelikan.
Well anyway after moving around he still cant get it so eventually he tried taking blood from other hand and finally he got it after minutes of agony.
After the blood test I got my body x-ray and I can see my bones and apperantly I have a healthy lungs =D got my ears and my eyes checked.
this is it for today.
btw I wana say thank you to vero for getting me a key chain although it may not be the most expensive thing from the shop, but the words printed on it means a lot and it is also the thought that counts, thank you.
